♥ WANYI
16 years old
30 March 1994
CHIJ St.Nicholas Girls' School
4 Loyalty '10
Infocomm Club
Hope Church Singapore
NED2
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Haha, I shall still wish teachers happy teachers' day even though it has no significance to me at all (: Anyway today was exhausting and I'm so glad I went home early for a shower before proceeding to watch dramas. Haha I just remembered smth just now. I THINK a few weeks ago, I successfully convicted myself that I'm gonna use comp for only 20min on weekdays. I wonder what happened to that... ... Haha but it's okay, comp isn't my priority now. I'm gotta spend my time more constructively such as

• church/ ministry
• shepherding
• study
• mug
• save money
  
• watch dramas
  
• sleep
  
• lose weight

For the past few days I kinda keep remembering smth Pastor Hong Teck mentioned during sermon. Actually simple is joy. Would somebody be happier owning nothing and leading a carefree life, or somebody who has a million dollars but spends a life time guarding it out of fear that it would disappear? Actually when I questioned myself which one would I rather be, I know that despite knowing that the person who has a million dollars might not be happy, I most probably would still choose him. I guess that's just our human nature of greed. And for me, it shows how comfortable I'm getting in my sinful pathetic world, a one that doesn't exactly welcome changes.

Hahah, I've not really been using the comp much recently because I'm always too occupied with watching dramas. Started on 不良笑花 on friday and currently on episode 9. Super duper funny haha.
After church yesterday, NED2 celebrated Grace's birthday! (: Hahah I bet it was 1 of her most embarassing day, cause she had to do stuff like banana dance, wear bunny ears + a cardboard with "All hail birthday girl", hug 2 strangers etc. I remember telling someone that I wouldn't rly be embarassed to do most of them. Haha maybe cause I have thicker skin lol. Yea anyway, we headed to JustAcia for lunch and the b'day celebration (: I love JustAcia's soft ice cream!!

I have decided after much deliberation that I'm not gonna go for CCA anymore for this term (which actually is ending) and nothing in the world is gonna stop me cause I have absolutely had enough of wasting my time @ CCA! Hahah, I have much better things to do like watch Singapore Idol that I recorded, finish watching 斗牛要不要, start on a new drama, sleep or study. Haha, studying seems the only decent thing I listed lol. But really need to start making notes for EOYs for the various subjects since it is like in almost a month and I guess I would be rather busy during the Sept holidays! :O
Had care group gathering today and really had a good time learning God's word (((: Having bio SPA tmrw, shall go do qt then go sleep nightzzZ!

Caught Orphan a couple of days ago with Crystal Merlyn & Loren. Hahah I think the movie was great and very thrilling. Before that, we ate pepperlunch and accompanied Merlyn to play some toy-catching machine. Omg she refused to give up even after more than 10 tries and even accidentally knocked her head against the machine! Haha I guess the person kinda helped her due to her perseverence + foolishness! So, Merlyn finally got her tiny toy after spending $13 (:
Came across this 'Singapore MRT pledge' while flipping through newspaper for yue4 du2 ji3 cheng3. Quite funny lol.

Slept in abit today before heading to Suntec @ 12. Had lunch @ KFC with the ushers, haha I suddenly like KFC alot lol. Then had to start preparing for combined service like make up, briefing etc. As Yongkang was talking, smth he said struck me which is "... ... You don't get paid yknow." It rly made me think that whatever I do in church, serving in ministry and shepherd etc, I don't get monetary rewards! In fact, I have less time to play or go shopping, I invest time & money and sometimes, I get disappointed. However, I guess the reason that I press on is because I believe in Christ and His salvation, and He was the one who 1st loved us! I believe that investment in the church, for God, is truly worth it (: I see the value in it and feel the sense of fulfilment & satisfaction from it. Of course, I would continue to love and serve God! (:
The combined service was great and really learnt alot from Pastor Jeff's sermon.

Had ting xie today, I guess it was quite okay since there were quite few chengyu and su lao shi was nice enough to test us the easier sentences (: Haha, so left with 2 tests: SS and elit :O SS sucks! Have to go find PM Lee 's National Day rally 2009 later, hopefully it would help for the test lol.
Had a late lunch at Pizza Hut with Rebecca Ailynn Crystal Wenting & Zioedy yesterday :-) Haha although some stupid things happened along the way, but it was still lotsa fun and I haven't exactly had a good meal in ages!
Ohyeah, I think Emily found this "letter" I wrote during care group last year, where I set my 2008 new year resolutions haha! It was kinda cool, cause usually for me, new year resolutions are made then forgotton -.- I set about 5 resolutions then and miraculously majority have been fulfilled! Yay. Maybe I should go dig out my 2009 resolutions someday lol.
I'm currently watching the Taiwan drama series 斗牛。要不要. The plot's quite typical and no excitement luh. But the ACTOR MIKE HE is super shuai hehehe! :D

There were long rites and rituals and alot of noise at the funeral, in preparation to send grandfather off to the cremation center. I was quite shocked that I didn't even shed a tear throughout the process. I was thinking about it as I saw some of my other relatives crying. I realised it wasn't heartlessness, but it was because I had this assurance that he is safe with God. I believe that God would watch over my family members (-:
Actually I think death isn't scary. What's scary is only if you don't know what would happen after you die. My future's secure in Jesus!
I hope that things would go back to normal soon. Get well soon mummy.

Today morning is one of the rare Saturdays that I get to sleep till 10am and make my way to service by 12. Just realised I've been reaching at around 10+ every week! :O Finished watching Devil Beside You yesterday (:
I 'm really tiredddd already, but thank God everything would be over by tomorrow.
My mum's very sick now :( Hope she gets better soon!

Omg I haven't touched the computer in 48 hours :O It's real torture for me since I use it almost everyday normally. Anyw have been rather busy the past few days, going with my family to SGH to visit my grandfather
and reaching home around 11pm. Even though I had nothing much to say to him, I was kinda glad to be able to see him (: Yeah, received an sms from my dad today conveying the message that he passed away peacefully this morning. My aunty told me that my grandfather received Christ a few days before and I'm really happy for him (:
Anyway, I admit I have been watching too much dramas nowadays. I need to study harder, faster & smarter! :-)

I was having lunch at McDonalds today when my sister called, saying that my grandfather's really ill and it might be his last day. Went home and dad fetched my family down to the hospital. Mum was alr @ the hospital. In the car, there was alot of things on my mind. Fortunately, all my grandparents are still alive. So I haven't really experienced any of my family members passing away. At the same time, there was this sense of dread in me, that I don't want changes. The thought of someone I know leaving forever is just so scary and alien. When I was in the car, it also struck me that when we come into this world we are naked, in the sense that we have/ own nothing. And we leave the world in the exact same way, there's nothing we can bring along when we die. I was reminded of Gideon's challenge on the 3rd night of UNSTOPPABLE camp. What we leave behind for others are memories, which may be good/ bad.
At the hospital, it was sad seeing my grandfather who had became so skinny. He used to come and visit with my grandmother once a week, but I was seldom at home. I'm not close to my grandfather. I didn't even know what to say to him when he was lying on that hospital bed, other than greeting him. I told myself that I wouldn't cry, but I just couldn't help feeling, sad. Just hope and pray that God would watch over him (-:
On the car ride back, I was still feeling rather upset and closed my eyes to rest. After awhile, I thought of happier things like Mike He in 恶魔在身边 and I really cheered up alot hahaha. Dropped by Ritz to get apple strudel then went home.
Hm on a happy note, 恶魔在身边 really rocks man. Fabulous show and hot/ chio lead actors Mike He/ Rainie Yang! :D Haha I finished 12 episodes in 2 days!

Anyw today has been a pretty awesome sunday, spent lots of time with the television. Hahah, I think I'm starting to get infatuated with dramas/ television programmes/ movies. Watched cartoons, 1 episode of 篮球火, 4 episodes of 恶魔在身边 so far and now is only 5+pm. And since today is national day, I predict I will be watching the National Day Parade plus Singapore Idol. Hahah, at least I did some bio notes while watching tv. Gosh, just realised how close it is to end of years exams. It's like the second week after the September holidays! :-O

Really tired today since I slept rather late yesterday night. Watched 命中注定我愛你 and 200 Pounds Beauty!! Hahah, this is my 2nd time watching 命中, since it's a really awesome show and it's currently showing on channel U (weekdays, 10-11pm). Yep, yall should go watch it too! :-) Lol, so I was kinda in a dreamy mode today. But still enjoyed service a great deal, especially sermon which rly reminded me to do life with an extraordinary friend, Jesus (: Yup, & celebrated many people's birthdays today: Eline, Mingjang & Jolyn! Hehe, hope all of ya grow wiser and continue to love God love people :D
Anyway, I encountered smth interesting this morning during my bus ride to town. I missed the bus and had to wait for quite some time for the next one. When the bus came, it was almost full but I still managed to get a seat. I noticed a English-speaking lady with white hair. She caught my attention cos she was occupying 2 seats (1 to put her bag) and was reading out the bible. Soon, an Indian woman boarded the bus. She also caught my attention cos uh she was very fat and sweating alot. After awhile, 2 old men made a comment on smth about the white-haired-lady being selfish and occupying 2 seats. She was rather agressive and very ready to defend herself, insisting that she didn't see someone had no seat. Soon, the conflict escalated to a heated argument. The old men kept on scolding the lady was selfish and it wasn't the 1st time alr blahblah whereas the lady was shouting that she didn't see and threatened to sue them cos 1 of them scolded her in hokkien which she didn't understand. The people in the bus either looked on or faster alighted, except for the Indian woman. What she did changed my perspective of her and helped me to look @ her in a different light. She went up to calm both parties down, explain to them how their quarrel was affecting the bus driver & passengers and mediate between both of them. She took quite long before managing to calm both parties down and resolve the issue. After that, I took some time to reflect. I'm quite amazed by the Indian woman. Being of a different race, she probably didn't understand 1/4 of the quarrel. Yet, even though nobody tried to help, she took the 1st step, risking getting scolded as well (angry pple are unreasonable pple lol). Yea, rly admire her courage & iniative (-: Another thing that struck me was the actions of the lady. I think as christians, we should try our best to protect God's image and be mindful of our speech/ actions (she was reading the bible). Lastly, I'm amazed @ how quarrelsome people can be! I really wonder how you can scold or pick a fight with strangers, pple you hardly know. I mean, I think it's rather weird/ awkward to scold/ quarrel with pple I don't know well.

Matthew 22:37-39 (NIV) Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'This is the first and greatest commandment. ³⁹And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'

Haha I realised I have an slight issue waking up when my alarm rings. I need shining glaring light and the voice of somebody calling me to wake me up! Lol that was just a random thought (:
Had national day celebration in sch today and I had PA duty. Haha I woke from bed in total shock at the VOICE of my maid, cos I was supposed to reach sch by 6.45am but it was alrdy 6:37am!!! So I rushed at top speed, nevertheless still horribly late :/


Although I was on duty and that sucks, it was quite fun and heartwarming seeing the whole sch celebrating Singapore's 44th birthday (: Especially when everyone sings and sways (?) together! It's kinda sad, no 'sad' is underrated, it's depressing that we are moving to the holding site @ Toa Payoh next year! I think it's gonna be in a horrid condition and it's quite far from home. Next year would mark the 10th and final year in stnicks! :-O

Caught G.I.Joe with Guixian Sarah Jiaxian Qianyi and had a fun time laughing and catching up @ Macs after that (-:

Haha this is random, I think I slept super alot today. 2 hours in class and took a 2 or 3 hour nap the moment I reached home :-) So, the result it my geog graded assignment is still not done! Haha sighhhh. But in any case, sleeping is real good. Really refreshes and recharges me, but it 's a super waste of time if you sleep until cannot wake up (like me sometimes)! Lol, kay bye all (:
PS: Does anyone has any recommendations on what drama (taiwan/ korean) to watch? Kinda bored hehe

Strong emotions such as elation or sorrow, lead to crying. When I was younger, I loved to cry in public, or rather in front of others. I guess it was just that immature and attention-seeking part of me. Now, I hate to cry in front of people. I hate to show others the vulnerable side of me. For me, the best place to cry is in the bathroom, when I'm bathing. Because that's when there 's solitude, a temporary isolation, and most importantly I can't differentiate between tears and water!